2009年12月31日星期四
First post of 2010~
yesterday..
reach 月城..
but the count down aldy finish..
sad de la
but..
me with my sister..
go all the pub of Maju..
still sick..
but also go..
hehe..
i was a little drunk==
anyway
good luck to all my friends~
in 2010..
hope all of ur wish may come true..
erm..
got a little scare for open school..
cause maybe cannot in my class..
that i wan..
hope i can in accout class T.T
but also happy..
cause can meet all friend again..
excited for next saturday..
go KL again..
miss all my friend..
go KL for the anniversary..
yuki,hoong yih,peggy,ah GUAng,tek poh,tek yew n Jack..
we ar coming liao==
a big big excited is....
Hong Kong trip..
when chines new year..
woohoooo...
very de happy..
happy happy n happy
2009年12月30日星期三
last day of 2009!!
20091231!!!
the last day of 2009~~
tommorow 2010 already!!
wanna say a big SORRY to all my friend~
maybe i do a lot of bad thing this year...
so.....
may u all forgive me??
i am not require for anymore~
to:wei lin n khai chuan
this year we have a seriours quarrel....
but the misunderstanding can be solve
n we be a good friend again...
i am very happy for it~
PMR--->is wat i am really regreting for it!!!
but it was over!!
so....
i cant blame any ppl anymore
that was my fault
not studying well n also lazy!!
this is a important exam
n only one time in my life!!
but i am failure!!
anyway~
failure=success
what i learn from YES camp
for next year juz continuous learning~
erm.....
n who was still misunderstanding on me..
i hope we can solve it in 2010
n....
KL friend!!!
miss u all a lot~
meet u all at January 9~
Teck Yew remember to drive a big car~
cause this time 12 ppl><
n....
about the GAME
before i write at my blog...
it was over ~
GAME OVER
i quite!!
cause i no need to do all of that~
2009年12月26日星期六
得不到=?????
得不到
真的那么重要吗?
以前的我
也许是
但现在
却改变了
这种想法
想了很多
也学了很多
更要谢谢
一个人
把我一点就通
做事时
不要一昧的
想要得到或获取
什么东西
只要自己认为
是在做好事
自己快乐
不就好了吗??
那些东西
真的那么重要吗?
就不过
是个名称罢了
不是吗??
很多事
不会因你而改变的
很多事
不是你想要
就能轻易得到的
如果那么轻易地得到
对曾经努力过的人
而言
不是很不公平吗?
如果
只是为了那些
而努力
你将不会超越
现在的自己
反而会停下脚步
永远无法前进
有时
在超越自己的同时
看看自己的不足
是否自己有能力?
是否自己付出了全力?
是否努力过了?
那时你得到的
将会更加值得
不是吗?
有时
没有那些东西
也是件好事
不是吗?
一起努力吧
不要那么在意
只要自己开心就好
好吗?
P/S:想一想原则吧
我们的原则
进了的原则
去好好了解下吧
真的那么重要吗?
以前的我
也许是
但现在
却改变了
这种想法
想了很多
也学了很多
更要谢谢
一个人
把我一点就通
做事时
不要一昧的
想要得到或获取
什么东西
只要自己认为
是在做好事
自己快乐
不就好了吗??
那些东西
真的那么重要吗?
就不过
是个名称罢了
不是吗??
很多事
不会因你而改变的
很多事
不是你想要
就能轻易得到的
如果那么轻易地得到
对曾经努力过的人
而言
不是很不公平吗?
如果
只是为了那些
而努力
你将不会超越
现在的自己
反而会停下脚步
永远无法前进
有时
在超越自己的同时
看看自己的不足
是否自己有能力?
是否自己付出了全力?
是否努力过了?
那时你得到的
将会更加值得
不是吗?
有时
没有那些东西
也是件好事
不是吗?
一起努力吧
不要那么在意
只要自己开心就好
好吗?
P/S:想一想原则吧
我们的原则
进了的原则
去好好了解下吧
2009年12月24日星期四
坚强?!
坚强?!
我真的坚强吗?
我真的不在乎吗??
请不要把
外表坚强的我
来成为
内心深处的我
好吗??
很多事
我不说
并不代表
我不在意
我也是有情绪的
好吗??
很多事
我不一定能够
忍受
我也是有脾气的
好吗?
很多事
我不哭
并不代表
我冷血
我也是有感情的
请别说我冷血
好吗??
有时
很多心事
我不说
并不代表
我不需要
一个朋友来诉苦
不需要
一个朋友来倾听
我也需要个朋友
好吗??
有些事
我不说
并不代表
我不需要爱
我也想得到爱
好吗??
我知道我肥
但是
肥人
就没有权力
拥有自尊心吗??
我也想要自尊心
好吗??
也许
我的心房
就像一个被锁紧
的房间
这个房间
在等一个人
在等一些人
在等很多人
一起来解开它
我需要你们
好吗???
有些事
逼得我
甚至有想死的念头
死了
也许就能够解决
我的痛苦
但是....
我放不下
太多太多的
东西了
我不知道
何时
我会写完我
最后一篇文章
然后
静静地
静静地
看着血
一滴滴地
流着
眼前一片漆黑
那时的我
就是真正的
解放了
不久之后
这天一定会到来的
也许一个月后
也许三个月后
也许半年后
也也许一年后
反正
我就是那么的不重要
就是那么的不起眼
就是那么的不被重视
就是那么的不被在乎
这世界
少了我
也不会有什么影响吧
以前的我
已经死了
以前的我
已经不在了
我只想做
属于我现在的我
我变了....
对不起
以前
快乐的我
开朗的我
彻底的死了
不见了!!
BY:Derrick
PMR result........SOB SOB T_T
result suck!!!
bad mood today~~
cause result is not in my target T_T
5B 3c
5B3c
5B3c
5B3c
5B3c
yaya!!
this was my result!!
5B3A
gonna MAD
i was target for 3As
but........
all my target was get BBBBBBBBB
DAMN SAD
but.......
i cant blame any ppl
cause this was my fault!!!
not studying well n also lazy!!!
sry to ms.Fang , ms.Loi , mr.Ng n all my teachers~
cause i din do my best!!
my sijil of PMR din hav any A
sob sob sob
when i get my result i gonna cry
OMG!!
to night is a hard night for me to sleep!
what i can do is....
get back for SPM
wat i see at my mother face was....
disapointed , disapointed n disapointed!!!
sob sob sob sob sob sob
2009年12月21日星期一
YES Camp!!!!!
Y--Youth
E--Essential
S--Skills
E--Essential
S--Skills
YES Camp 2009
Awesaome!!
Awesaome!!
Who din go will be regret!!
really..
i was mke many fren la~
i was in the Group six~
with a Group learder--Grace
n the member :
me, Eric, Alex, Boon li, Yuki, Hui yu, Fuen Ern, Jack ,Jane
Our Team name--LOVE GREEN
Our team leader was Alex
Grace..
our Group leader..
u ar a great leader in all our hearts
thx for encourage me^^
Alex..
u ar try ur best to be a good leader..
cause u never hav a experienc before..
so..
well done!!
Boon li..
u ar a little timid...
when u cross the obstacle..
but al last u done it well~
congrat^^
Yuki..
u ar a most talketive n active in our team..
u ar also cheerful n brave..
i m happy to noe u..=]
Hui yu..
u ar the most cool in our team..
i still not believe u noe break dance la~
Fuen Ern..
u ar the shy girl in the team..
n u less talk also..
but at least u be more open at the last 2 day..
hope u will be more open nex time^^
Jack..
ur physical power was strong..
n thx u for helping me in the tarzen swing..
Jane..
u ar also a brave girl la~
when the jungle trekking
u ar really brave^^
Eric..
u ar same with me..
SUPER KING SIZE
let us gambateh in keep fit!!
i wan to thx a lot to you all
for helping me in anyway
espeacially jungle trekking
cause like me this SUPER KING SIZE body
if i fall down
were giv a big impact to the ppl behind me
so thx a lot
n see u all next time!!
Ah GUAng..
u will be a good actor in the future
but don be a AH GUA
Lucas choo
is tat u really brothers with teck yew
next time lps tell us
don be lie
Hoong yih
u ar great n nice person
thx a lot to u~
hope can see u next time
Teck yew
next time we go KL
remember to use a big car ok??^^
Peggy
u ar a funny girl la~
see u next time!!
5 floor flying fox!!
it was FUN!!!
who drop me the note i will post a here
From boon li:
Haha~My english is poor...juz say some
courage to you...remember must not bepessimistic.
So hope u will happy to face the problem^^
don't do any silly thing...hope u will happy always.Thx
for ur helping when jungle trekking.
From dr.Ben:
Be the best tat u can be.
From lion Shase:
stife for excellence, all the best
From hui yu:
ps:i din dare to post ur note tat u giv me==
From Grace:
life is still young.U ar a very good Leo,a very
charming guy.But loving urself is much more important
than anything in life.Alright
There's always some one who is always thinking
u ar Great.. be confident.
From wei hao:
Your perfomance is so outstanding!
nice one! Well done~
try ur best to get better
bp Leo roar!
From lion saw:
Take action
From Melissa:
你的nobody跳到很可爱~(哈哈好好笑哦)
还有...不要太在意人家说你成熟啦~
其实成熟一点不是很好嘛....
anyway很高兴认识你
From Gabriel:
Nice to meet u man.
Hope to see u again
From jack:
thanks for your teamwork in some
of the acticities . you have a good supportive in
all of the activities
From Aisha:
u ar very friendly n bubbly...i had a
good time with u. u ar very sporting n fun
Glad to meet u
Good luck in your life
From Alex:
不要把自己看的太高
也不要把自己看的太低
只要努力过
最后得不到
也值得
without u.we may not get the
champion in tag of war~GOOD JOB
however keep fit abit will be better for your health
From Yuki:
Hi derrick, nice to meeat u n very luckiy we
ar same group in yes camp. very happy have a
teamate like u.today the tarik tali is really fantasic
u ar really useful don think urself is useless don't
giv up Keep intouch
From peggy:
Nice to meet u!!和你一起学contanese很好玩勒~
erm..i 'm enjoy with u guys too.allof u are so friendly n nice.
hrm... juz keep in touch
From Ethelynn tan:
Nice to meet u~really enjoyed in this 4 days
3night camp right??Glad to be ur friend with u~
At last
To my President n V. President
Sin Yee n Eyu
Thanks to u two for let me participant
this camp...i was learn a lot of thing~
we were sucess to achieve the goals
tat we target:
TOP Club
TOP President
TOP Secretary
TOP Treasurer
n also the Awards
Leo club of SMKDSE ROAR!!!!
My impression
i was learn a ot of thing
i was noe what i lack
n i will try to fetch up
n self-harming cant slove
the problem
i will never do that again
i will try to face the problem
n slove it
thx to all the campers ,facilities n lion
PS: to wei hao...i m not cold blooded hor
i got cry...but cry at home la~
haha~
PLS LEAVE A COMMENT
really..
i was mke many fren la~
i was in the Group six~
with a Group learder--Grace
n the member :
me, Eric, Alex, Boon li, Yuki, Hui yu, Fuen Ern, Jack ,Jane
Our Team name--LOVE GREEN
Our team leader was Alex
Grace..
our Group leader..
u ar a great leader in all our hearts
thx for encourage me^^
Alex..
u ar try ur best to be a good leader..
cause u never hav a experienc before..
so..
well done!!
Boon li..
u ar a little timid...
when u cross the obstacle..
but al last u done it well~
congrat^^
Yuki..
u ar a most talketive n active in our team..
u ar also cheerful n brave..
i m happy to noe u..=]
Hui yu..
u ar the most cool in our team..
i still not believe u noe break dance la~
Fuen Ern..
u ar the shy girl in the team..
n u less talk also..
but at least u be more open at the last 2 day..
hope u will be more open nex time^^
Jack..
ur physical power was strong..
n thx u for helping me in the tarzen swing..
Jane..
u ar also a brave girl la~
when the jungle trekking
u ar really brave^^
Eric..
u ar same with me..
SUPER KING SIZE
let us gambateh in keep fit!!
i wan to thx a lot to you all
for helping me in anyway
espeacially jungle trekking
cause like me this SUPER KING SIZE body
if i fall down
were giv a big impact to the ppl behind me
so thx a lot
n see u all next time!!
Ah GUAng..
u will be a good actor in the future
but don be a AH GUA
Lucas choo
is tat u really brothers with teck yew
next time lps tell us
don be lie
Hoong yih
u ar great n nice person
thx a lot to u~
hope can see u next time
Teck yew
next time we go KL
remember to use a big car ok??^^
Peggy
u ar a funny girl la~
see u next time!!
5 floor flying fox!!
it was FUN!!!
who drop me the note i will post a here
From boon li:
Haha~My english is poor...juz say some
courage to you...remember must not bepessimistic.
So hope u will happy to face the problem^^
don't do any silly thing...hope u will happy always.Thx
for ur helping when jungle trekking.
From dr.Ben:
Be the best tat u can be.
From lion Shase:
stife for excellence, all the best
From hui yu:
ps:i din dare to post ur note tat u giv me==
From Grace:
life is still young.U ar a very good Leo,a very
charming guy.But loving urself is much more important
than anything in life.Alright
There's always some one who is always thinking
u ar Great.. be confident.
From wei hao:
Your perfomance is so outstanding!
nice one! Well done~
try ur best to get better
bp Leo roar!
From lion saw:
Take action
From Melissa:
你的nobody跳到很可爱~(哈哈好好笑哦)
还有...不要太在意人家说你成熟啦~
其实成熟一点不是很好嘛....
anyway很高兴认识你
From Gabriel:
Nice to meet u man.
Hope to see u again
From jack:
thanks for your teamwork in some
of the acticities . you have a good supportive in
all of the activities
From Aisha:
u ar very friendly n bubbly...i had a
good time with u. u ar very sporting n fun
Glad to meet u
Good luck in your life
From Alex:
不要把自己看的太高
也不要把自己看的太低
只要努力过
最后得不到
也值得
without u.we may not get the
champion in tag of war~GOOD JOB
however keep fit abit will be better for your health
From Yuki:
Hi derrick, nice to meeat u n very luckiy we
ar same group in yes camp. very happy have a
teamate like u.today the tarik tali is really fantasic
u ar really useful don think urself is useless don't
giv up Keep intouch
From peggy:
Nice to meet u!!和你一起学contanese很好玩勒~
erm..i 'm enjoy with u guys too.allof u are so friendly n nice.
hrm... juz keep in touch
From Ethelynn tan:
Nice to meet u~really enjoyed in this 4 days
3night camp right??Glad to be ur friend with u~
At last
To my President n V. President
Sin Yee n Eyu
Thanks to u two for let me participant
this camp...i was learn a lot of thing~
we were sucess to achieve the goals
tat we target:
TOP Club
TOP President
TOP Secretary
TOP Treasurer
n also the Awards
Leo club of SMKDSE ROAR!!!!
My impression
i was learn a ot of thing
i was noe what i lack
n i will try to fetch up
n self-harming cant slove
the problem
i will never do that again
i will try to face the problem
n slove it
thx to all the campers ,facilities n lion
PS: to wei hao...i m not cold blooded hor
i got cry...but cry at home la~
haha~
PLS LEAVE A COMMENT
2009年12月11日星期五
2009年12月10日星期四
我累了
2009年12月6日星期日
幼稚?!
最近
发现''有个人''
幼稚又小气
至于是谁
我不便说
无非
只想为他留点面子
因为一点小事
在某网页
一直忽略我为好友
这种行为
即幼稚又愚蠢
因为那时的事
就这么做
难道你不觉得自己
非常愚昧吗??
从这样看来
你视乎没有大肚量哦
反而还有小心眼
既然你坚持不加
我也不会自讨没趣
反正少你一个朋友
我又不会少了一块肉
若当时我有错
我必定道歉
但是我自问
问心无愧
要不是那是真的不够人
我才不会叫你
请你
要是你还是认为自己是对的
我愿意支持你继续下去
这种愚昧,无知的做法
愿神保佑你
希望你会看到这篇文章
反正我都不怕写出来
只怕有人虚心作祟
要是想来找吵架
随时奉陪(#‵′)凸
发现''有个人''
幼稚又小气
至于是谁
我不便说
无非
只想为他留点面子
因为一点小事
在某网页
一直忽略我为好友
这种行为
即幼稚又愚蠢
因为那时的事
就这么做
难道你不觉得自己
非常愚昧吗??
从这样看来
你视乎没有大肚量哦
反而还有小心眼
既然你坚持不加
我也不会自讨没趣
反正少你一个朋友
我又不会少了一块肉
若当时我有错
我必定道歉
但是我自问
问心无愧
要不是那是真的不够人
我才不会叫你
请你
要是你还是认为自己是对的
我愿意支持你继续下去
这种愚昧,无知的做法
愿神保佑你
希望你会看到这篇文章
反正我都不怕写出来
只怕有人虚心作祟
要是想来找吵架
随时奉陪(#‵′)凸
2009年12月3日星期四
机会!?
2009年12月1日星期二
juz come back from camp...funnY but tired
yeaH
我回来啦~
世界上
最舒服的地方
还是自己的家啦~
才从
ayer hitam的kem sembrong
回来
超累的+_+
一回来
就先睡了三小时
先说说kem吧
很好玩哦
也学到了很多东西
认识了很多朋友
没去的人
会后悔!!
我还是队长呐^^
超紧张
从来没有当过队长啦
0%经验
组名是 Muraamu
我们的口号^^
''Mura Amu Mura Amu
Amu Amu
Mura Amu Mura Amu
Amu Amu
Mura . Amu . Mura . Amu
Ooooooooooo Amu!!''
会永远记住的
还要很谢谢我的组员们
wei yang,steven,su ee,xiao ming,ming sean
很谢谢你们
教了我很多东西
我从你们身上学到了很多
所以谢谢你们
我自认不是一个好队长
毕竟我是0%经验
再加上身体状况不好
但是
我也不能
把这些当做借口
而我也尽力了
我们努力过了
就不会有遗憾咯~
另外还有最重要的
method:shi ting
很谢谢你的指导
整个kem下来
我发现自己的
得失心很重
所以要谢谢su ee
教我这些
教我如何放下一些东西
如果以后还有机会
我会做得更好
以后有缘会再和你们相见得^^
其实kem完了
我是很想很想哭的啦
只是还是忍住了
我真的很谢谢你们
虽然我们不是最好的
但是我认为
我们已经很好了
每一次的活动
一次都比一次进步
然后我要向我所有组员们道歉
在这期间
如果有做错或不妥的事情
在这里请你们原谅
下次有机会再一起加油!!
最后要谢谢committy
你们真的很棒
所有事都安排得很妥当
最后你们给的纸条
--------------------------------------------------------------------
'' A good n Strong team with many seniors
in the team[f3 & f4].Try to be more 'open'
to make this camp an enjoyable n inedible
one for you n your teamates n also other campers''
'never back away!'
*so far your performance n attitude don't hav any problem
加油!❤
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
很谢谢你们
会永远铭记于心的
你们最棒了
flying fox
个人觉得最恐怖
好不容易找到一张
一摸一样
最好玩
和最恐怖的
我回来啦~
世界上
最舒服的地方
还是自己的家啦~
才从
ayer hitam的kem sembrong
回来
超累的+_+
一回来
就先睡了三小时
先说说kem吧
很好玩哦
也学到了很多东西
认识了很多朋友
没去的人
会后悔!!
我还是队长呐^^
超紧张
从来没有当过队长啦
0%经验
组名是 Muraamu
我们的口号^^
''Mura Amu Mura Amu
Amu Amu
Mura Amu Mura Amu
Amu Amu
Mura . Amu . Mura . Amu
Ooooooooooo Amu!!''
会永远记住的
还要很谢谢我的组员们
wei yang,steven,su ee,xiao ming,ming sean
很谢谢你们
教了我很多东西
我从你们身上学到了很多
所以谢谢你们
我自认不是一个好队长
毕竟我是0%经验
再加上身体状况不好
但是
我也不能
把这些当做借口
而我也尽力了
我们努力过了
就不会有遗憾咯~
另外还有最重要的
method:shi ting
很谢谢你的指导
整个kem下来
我发现自己的
得失心很重
所以要谢谢su ee
教我这些
教我如何放下一些东西
如果以后还有机会
我会做得更好
以后有缘会再和你们相见得^^
其实kem完了
我是很想很想哭的啦
只是还是忍住了
我真的很谢谢你们
虽然我们不是最好的
但是我认为
我们已经很好了
每一次的活动
一次都比一次进步
然后我要向我所有组员们道歉
在这期间
如果有做错或不妥的事情
在这里请你们原谅
下次有机会再一起加油!!
最后要谢谢committy
你们真的很棒
所有事都安排得很妥当
最后你们给的纸条
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'' A good n Strong team with many seniors
in the team[f3 & f4].Try to be more 'open'
to make this camp an enjoyable n inedible
one for you n your teamates n also other campers''
'never back away!'
*so far your performance n attitude don't hav any problem
加油!❤
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很谢谢你们
会永远铭记于心的
你们最棒了
flying fox
个人觉得最恐怖
好不容易找到一张
一摸一样
最好玩
和最恐怖的
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